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originally posted: November 7, 2015 on my FB wall
FB: Persecution

"My" plan for the future?

watch at least from the 4 minute on...

the real inspirational clip and not that of Jim not Caring

Well, I was trying to give to people the most precious thing, I have received in my life... and people like me. Why? Because I love them. And on the other hand, they don't like me. Why not? Because I love them. The moment I say something about God, who differs from their imagination... they either ignore me or become violent. I understand that. The same darkness was in me but I had nowhere to run, no one to shout on, I had no excuse, no lie could help me... It is not pleasant to hear the truth. But because of love, I have to speak and say at least something, which could help them.

I was tremendously blessed but on the other hand it is lonely to be a Christian, alone. Pretty much everyone I have met, have some wrong ideas in their head, their heart is hard, they protect to a greater or lesser degree lie and evil...

So called Christians... yes, with them it is pretty much everything wrong today. So what is the solution? Well Jesus revealed that, when he had spoken about the 2000 years of history of Church before it happened in the letter to Laodicea. Persecution is the remedy for their souls. When one thinks about it, it is so logical...

It might happen to me too. It might even happen, that my friends will watch it and do nothing about it or they might even beat me...

Well, I love to live and to be healthy and because that I cannot sit in front of TV, living "normal" live, selfish, lonely, without love, trying to "enjoy" in a meaningless things... as I had doing before.

No, my hands were given to me to serve others, to help them, my tongue and voice to comfort them... and so love in me is leading me to sacrifice my life for others. I lived those six years for others, writing books, making music, making videos... and now, step by step it is time, to give my life for others and for Jesus. Jesus sacrificed his life for me and I will be, if God willing, following him.

People who live in the world I lived years ago, who are watching TV, doing yoga, imagining, they are god... cannot understand those things. Hopefully the Lord will give some of you some understanding...

Hopefully in a year or two or even sooner :) when I will finish making videos, practically no one wants to watch or to share... then I could go to those people, who were or who are persecuted, if God willing. And maybe some videos, I will, if God willing, make till then, will change some lives, maybe even yours.

Hopefully I will see some of you one more time before the next step and if not... well.... you are all in my heart... all people I have met in my life...

I cannot hate anyone, no matter what one does to my body. Why? Because I have heard the Gospel of Jesus Christ. And before? I was "normal" person, hating this person or that one for this or that reason... People get mad or depressed for practically any reason... I was the same... but now not any more and for that all glory goes to the God, the real one and his Gospel, happy, good news, truthful news.

Yes, I have still one regret... that I didn't say more often and showed to people, even you, that I love them, love you. I have wasted 30 years of my live. But the love grows... Let my heart love at its last heartbeat and I wish the same to you too. But there leads only one way... which is described in the Bible.

I do not necessarily agree with David Wilkerson on some, I think, not vital things but here, he gave a good message. And I do not necessarily approve the works of Open doors. I do not know them. So, please check me, check them, check everyone, even yourself.