:) I came to a strange idea... I desired to have shoes, not toxic ones, durable, my health friendly... I know, I know, I am too demanding :) Vegan shoes? No, not really... I will have to make them myself and in the meanwhile use the old ones...
And I desired to wear healthy clothes. The problem is: there are no healthy clothes. Ok, I will make them myself. I got some fabric - and the question is: was it treated with poisons or not? I don't know. It could be... And then, I wanted to have a tread from natural stuff, to use it with the sewing machine. I don't have so much time to do it by hand... And to find a tread from natural stuff, suitable to work with sewing machine is again a very time and energy consuming task...
I thought that people are more and more eco-friendly, that their conscience is evolving... :) :) :) Basically I cannot get almost anything, which would not be toxic and if the seller says it isn't - I cannot trust him... because they lie, they do lie a lot...
Lies, lies, lies... I sang that song too... and now I can see it is a prayer to the Devil... I prefer the truth now... It is not pleasant to live in a world, where everyone is hiding something, some dark secret...
I loved that song so much, when I was a kid... and now, I cannot find any pleasure in it... praised be the Lord :)
Close my, close my, close my eyes
---[kill me, make me blind]
But I couldn't find a way
---[the Way is Christ]
---[2Cor 4:4 In whom the god of this world hath blinded
---the minds of them which believe not,
---lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ,
---who is the image of God, should shine unto them.]
So I'll settle for one day to believe in you
---[faith in Satan, the Father of lies]
Tell me, tell me, tell me lies
Tell me lies
Tell me sweet little lies
(Tell me lies, tell me, tell me lies)
Oh, no, no you can't disguise
---[lies cannot be hidden, one knows, he is following them,